Sunday, April 27, 2008

cbcBefore I say anything else, I just wanna prove how cool the face i make is.
It is SO cool, that even Mig Ayesa from We Will Rock You does it. KTHANKS IM AWESOME HEAR ME RAWR.


It's 4:45 and I can't sleep cause Kegan woke me up to open the door for him.
So i shall do the long awaited post everyone has been NAGGING the hell out of me for =]

First of all, Chelsea's party.

It was awesome, mostly cause of the people around me. Spent the night getting high. It was really amusing to watch everyone like that. There was a little conflicts cause we didn't socialise at first, but after that, we tried to cause it's Chelsea's party and we need her to have the best party ever. So after everyone left, we fell asleep. SO MUCH FOR STAYING UP. we were all pretty wiped. Chelsea, Rachel, Mervyn and I squeezed on one fucking bed. It was annoying cause at first Chelsea kept moving her arse and it banged mine. We kept shouting at each other. We finally fell asleep and we woke up to swim around 6. Bought MACS breakfast, (SORRY FOR FORGETTING YOUR BROTHER CHELSEA) and after we ate, I left with Keith,Mark and Mervyn. I was laughing at myself, cause it was 2 Ks and 2 Ms. Okay, self entertainment. Then I played with the squeezy dick toy. "Your face is a dick"
Pictures at the end of the post.


Tuesday at Chips.

Oh gosh, all the drama on that day. We got pretty much drunk by 10, and Sharmila passed out and Jolyn was scaring me again, like it always is, haha. Then Trish and I had a talk, and I went back to drinking. Then I sent Mervyn and Hansen home.
We got together in the first place to say goodbye to Sam, who is now in Army.
WE'LL MISS YOU MR SAM

Junita,Michaela,Chelsea,Natalie,Rachel

The boyss

=]]

The boys again. LOL to faiz

Happy birthday

She's so cute la

Cue Fans.

Take a picture before she cuts

LOL

Chitra is love

Caught in the act Pork.

ROFLMAO

Short dresses and matching converse shoes =]

Matthew and Faiz

The girlxZzZx

Don't you see the happiness in her eyes

Gerald's dare ; Gride the tree. He grinded Matthew before that and he fell in the fucking bushes.
Priceless.

Still the guys.

"When you see me smile.. eh?" HAHA

The cutest/perfect-est couple ALIVE.

Ew, Mervyn cock eyed.

Slacking

I was wearing shorts =]

Morning Keith!

Threesome slide

Chelsea sexy only

LOL JUN

I was lazy to swim, and i don't know about them

Rachel

Just step inside

Mervyn took a REALLLY embarrassing picture of me.
So i hide my face

I love Rachel Ann Marie Tay

Acting hot =]



Tuesday.

Jolyn is shex

He's the reason we were gathered here that day

Sharmila loves me way too much. AND THOSE ARE SAMS HANDS, arse.

Hansen is crazy

Half of Mervyn

The gayz.

Heh i HEART her.

LMFAO SAM

I have no comment =]

I love trish

Yes i do

I love trish. How bout you

LEE

SUPERLEE

Kitty is love.

Was suppose to be emo. FAIL.







Also, just for laughs
and cause I miss her.





Cause I'm crazy bout you.
And you're only a few metres away.
Seems too far.
Way too far.

Saturday, April 26, 2008

So i sat and watched.
Watched as my different groups of friends each had conflicts.
I realised, Pre is right.
Too much drama, I don't need this right now.
The drama, esp when you're sitting and watching, is so unnecessary.
I don't like big groups of friends.


Watched Superhero something movie today
It's funny, fucking retarded.
I love retarded movies
AND drake bell.
yay me

Rachel's confirmation tomorrow, can't wait for that either
I get to meet everyone from sec 1 and 2.
It's my last weekend to have fun, so I shall spend it in church ;)
Cause that's the innocent girl I am.
OKAY, mug next week Karina, mug.
IF I ASK YA'LL TO MEET ME, TELL ME TO FUCK OFF.

kthxbye

Sunday, April 20, 2008

I sat in the toilet with her, my hand under her mouth
She was coughing and sneezing blood.
The toilet was covered in blood, and so was I.
Anyone who walked in, would've thought it was a murder scene.
Tears rolled down my face, and dropped on the floor.
I watched it mix with the blood already there.
She laid down, and I put ice on her nose.
I thought it was working, she wasn't coughing or sneezing anymore.
Then she got up and looked at me
I smiled, thinking it was better.
I looked down, there was a puddle of blood there.
A fucking big puddle.
The ambulance came, and took her away.
I'm so worried, I don't know how I can live without her.
Everyone assures me she won't die, but anyone can , with that much loss of blood.
I'm suppose to die before her.
I can't remember how life was without her.
I know it's happened before, but I've never seen it.
Dad says it's been happening for days, since tuesday.
I've always been out, so I've never seen it.
I panicked seeing it.
I didn't know what to do.
They say this could spread to me as well.
I don't give a shit, I'm more worried about her.

Get well soon Princess.
I love you too much.
I lost Mike already, I don't wanna lose you.
You're like my best friend.



This is one unlucky start of the year.

Monday, April 14, 2008

I got a new laptop =]
It's awesome shit.
The webcam is really clear.

I wanna watch We will rock you again. Trying to ask derrick to buy stuff from the store when he goes to watch it.
A dvd maybe?

More importantly

I GOT THE TICKETS TO CF
I GOT THE TICKETS TO CF
I GOT THEM I GOT THEM
IM TOTALLY NOT GOING TO MISS THEM
CAUSE I EFFING GOT THEM
WEEE

Tuesday, April 08, 2008

Looking back on my previous posts, I've realised my laziness has resulted in emo-ish posts, or just posts with pictures. So I'm going to try to post normally, but yah, there IS pictures.


Well, on Wednesday, I skipped school to meet Dan for a while. Then after that, I went to school to meet Junita and Rachel to go shopping. We tried on loads of retarded clothes, it was so funny. Then I met Lee, and he found a nice nice dress for me (which sadly I didn't end up wearing) . We then made our way to meet Trishhhh. She wanted to eat Burger king, so we went there. OMG we laughed so hard, I miss hanging out , just us 3. We should do it more.
Even while waiting for a cab, we laughed and laughed. I love you guys.


On thursday, Rachel,Junita,Chitra and I made our way to Haji Lane to go SHOPPING for saturday. We were all so excited but when we reached there, it started raining. REALLY heavily. So naturally, like any normal person would do, we played in the rain. The water went up to our ankles, it was awesome. Everyone was staring at us or smiling/laughing at us as we walked past them, but we didn't care cause we had fun.
Obviously, we couldn't try any clothes on cause we were drenched, but Rachel still managed to buy 2 nice dresses. We were so happy the girl let us in, she's awesome. There was one woman, who actually closed the door on us as we walked towards it. How rude right? Don't want our money, hmph. I saw this really nice dress, but the woman only had like, size small, so i said fuck and walked away =]
We then FINALLY got a cab and made our way to my place. In the cab, we were beyonce-ing and dancing and singing and the cab aunty was really friendly, she's awesome.
She was so caring, she waited for us to go into the house, and kept shooing us and asking us to faster so we won't get sick.
Then, Clarissa came and we ate pizzas and watched tv.Then Elwi came so I went for tution, and I don't know what the rest did, but then they left =[


Friday was a bad day for me. Alot of things happened. BUT all four of us from yesterday wore slippers cause our shoes were wet, it was so funny. We were moshing during morning exercise, and Chitra's nail broke. After that, I went to meet Val. We walked and walked around, met Lee , followed him to a job interview, and went chips for a while. Then we left. Val didn't talk much ;)
But i understand. I STILL LOVE YOU VAL. how is it anyway?


Saturday was... hectic. I woke up really early cause I was WAAY to excited for the evening. I wore this black and white dress and pierced my ears with some random needle, cause my ear hole closed. Then I went to meet my "date" Mervyn, and we ate at burger king. Mervyn bit his tongue and it bledbledbled like SHIT. Then we took a cab to SJI which , surprisingly, was really near. Someone told me it was at the other end of the world. Only Chelsea was there at that time with Mark. Soon after everyone came though. We camwhored and then went to watch the show. The seniors were REALLY good, and so were the teachers. =]
We made our way to Esplanade to eaat, then went Mervy and I made our way to the waterside, we saw Gordon and Sharmila. But they had to leave, so we said goodbye, then the loveys Chitra,Pork,Rachel,Clar and Junita joined us and we WALKED LIKE HELL to some random place to sit and place "i never, i have" It didn't last long. At 12 30, Mervyn and I left =]


On Sunday, I went over to Stella's place at like 10 30. We swam and tanned, then went upstairs and ate Macs. Ben came and started like curling my hair. I looked like a grandma. We then tried to burn Stella's house down, with very little success. I left at 6.

Random thoughts.

"He was messaging me the whole weekend, and I jumped everytime I got a message cause I thought it was him. Then he said I was a good friend, and I nearly cried. But I can't do much, I've been a friend for ages and that's all I'll ever be"

"Mike's mum called me again today. She finally told me how he.. left. Mike's never seemed like the kind of person to hang himself, and I really never saw that coming. I took him for granted, cause I thought he'd always be there. We don't speak every day, like I do with my other friends, but when he comes down, I have the most fun I ever have in Singapore. I'll miss you Mike. I was looking forward to introducing you to my friends.. and my crush. But that won't happen. I admit I'm mad, mad that you wouldn't even tell me you'll be doing that. You know I won't stop you, but I would've probably begged you to come over sooner, and spend time with me, before you do. I didn't try to stop Crissy, you know that. Mike, I'll miss you. I love you babe. Thank's for introducing me to Crissy. Thanks for making me snap out of depression after Jake. I'll never forget you for that."


Wednesday.

Lee's best friend, outside cascaden.

TRISSSHHHH

He's crazy

Now he's emo

Then crazy again

Now she's emo

He looks like he's cackling

Trish and her onion ring.



Thursday.

"My name's ______"

Rachel, Junita, Me, Chitra

Random chinese woman

LOL at all our faces

Can't see anything cause it's raining too hard

WINDDD

Very strong wind

Monroe Failure

HAHA

Junito.

OMG the rain

Splishy splashy

watteeerr

PEACEE

Deep deep water

Mental

OMG the water is crazy, lol

Thats how we walked

I love the splashing

More splashing

AHAHAHHA JUNITA

Meet my double chin

Chitra is naturally like that

Rachels face

I don't know what I was doing.

Co0l picture

When my tv gets bored, it moves around



Friday

Junito

Rachel

Me



Saturday

Mervy

All of us

Junito, her black bra and Clarissa

Mervyn took this

Nicki and Mervi

Chelsea is prettyyy

SO is mikeey

So i take a picture with them TOGETHER

Rachel and her cute cute box thing

Piggy

I spy leopard spots, and also Melaine in background

Me, Mervyn, Pork,Chitra,Junita,Clar, Rachel



Sunday

Pink bikini undywear

Stella

Alcohol helped with the burning

Too much

Ben, lol

It was really big

He didn't want me taking pictures of him

Stella was on the com

Camwhore

Ben made me have grandma hair

heh

He wasn't even done.

Stella

I look crazy

My hair looks longg

Longer than usual

Tongueee

Cause I'm actually an angel in disguise

Monday, April 07, 2008

RIP MIKE.

i've known you 6 years, and I don't know what happened, cause your mum refuses to let me know now, but RIP, please.

Tell Jake and Crissy I miss them
Alot.


thats another friend lost.

Wednesday, April 02, 2008

Yesterday was awesome.
Met up with Trish at 3:30 in Somerset. Well, 4 10 actually, i was late. SORRY LOVE!
Then we walked to Far East to meet up with Mervyn and then Wistma to meet Iylia.
Then we seperated cause Mervyn and Iylia had to meet up with Sharmila and we couldn't follow her cause Jolyn and I lied to her, and said we couldn't come.
So Trish and I met Jolyn and we chilled at Starbucks, the one near Black Angus. Our normal area is under renovation, how depressing right? =[
We did the signs for Sharmila, Each of us did one letter of her name. Trish did A , Jolyn did S and I did H. Adib appeared out of no where and chilled with us too. Then Trish's teacher came to say HELLO and I nearly hugged her cause i thought she was our friend, HAHA.
The rest called us so we made our way to CHIPS to meet them. Iylia did a toast to her then we stood in a line, each holding a letter. I was holding a ugly A i did like 2 seconds ago, and Adib held my A. Then we said happy birthday to her and someone said Sharmila cried but I couldn't see =[
We each hugged her then Trish and I went downstairs to Cuscaden to say HELLOO to the loves downstairs.
Kitty, Megan, Nick and the other people whose names I cant really remember.
Went back up and we played the drinking game.
AS USUAL, Sharmila puked. HAHA.

Soon, Sarah and her friends came, then Damien and his friends came, then Ryan and Kitty and Megan and Amit and their friends came. I was like YAY ALL MY LOVES!
Wwe played more drinking games and before I knew it, it was like 9ish and Iylia,Rachel and Pre left =[

Trish and I went down again to meet Nick and we sat a while with him, then went back up.
Around 10 o clock, Skid, Zach, Tim, Kristian, Lian, Grace and Ping came.
Kristian did a shot of B52 with me (no one else wanted to =[ ) then I left at 10 30.
I waited for a cab for AGESSS before I gave up and walked to Trish. She made me call myself a cab and while waiting for the cab to come, I had a chat with Damien, Andrew and Sean, I think. They're nice <3>


PICTURESSY


Birthday Girl

She's weird

And she looks drunk

HAHAH We look quite fucked

She looks really happy =D and i look crazy

I don't know what I was doing

MEET TRISH!

And another

And another!

I LIKE THIS PICTURE

He's crazy.

Trish was trying to scare him

Uh, I SEE MY REDBULL WHICH JOLYN STOLE!

OMG PROOF THAT SHE STOLE IT, lol.
I fell on the guy behind me, but it was only a little wack.

I don't know who took this, but it's gross.

Sarah is loove

Trish thinks so too

I don't look VERY fat, wow

JOLYNNN

"eh, get that out of my ass"

Such camwhores.

He sticks out his tongue alot.

OMGWTF ROFLMAO TO MERVYN'S FACE

Rachel is cool, Sharmila is not.

She wanted to pull his mohawk

She was staring at me, thinking "wow, im so glad she's my friend. I'm so lucky"

I wasn't there when this was taken so I don't know the story

Uh, yah, people

Mervyn

More people

Stoneee

Camwhores

Pretty

"It's still in my ass"

Meet Sam

She's damn sweet looking =D

Jolyn's like "SMILEE" and iylia's like "EHH WHERES THE BEER"

hahahahahahha to A-B-I-D's face

He looks evil cause of his eyes

I don't know who took this, but i have a picture that looks almost exactly the same.

Act cool


I'm off now, Meeting Jolyn for a while, then the pair of darlings Rachel and Junita.


XOXO